I didn't get the job at the church

my Dad just called & apparently they chose to use the daughter in law of my cousin that called to let me know about the job in the first place. Apparently I was just the 'interview so it's no question' person. Wish they had told me that going in.

I could write about a million things right now.

I will chose however to say
your will God. Not mine. Even when it's this dark & bismal & the other girl had a job & a way to provide for her family.....You know what you are doing......even if it's breaking my heart.